would someone care to classify our broken hearts and twisted minds?

I don't know what I'm supposed too feel anymore.
I guess I know how people would expect me to feel.
Everything's going great, so I should feel,
Happy? Excited? Fufilled?
But I don't.
I feel, lost, jealous, confused, uncomfortable, tired.
People are just gonna start hating me soon cause I can't control my emotions.
I'm a bit of a wreck,
and I know that's so cliché, but when I'm at school or at home,
I just feel useless. Like I've got nothing going for me, so what's the point in geting up the next morning?


I know your all probably like "get over yourself Kira. Your life's great"
Don't get me wrong, I know it is and I wouldn't change it.
But would someone care to classify why the fuck I feel so crappy recently?


Moving on,
time's going quick,
20 days till spring,
2 months till camping,
I just want time to go really quick,
and before I know it, it's May,
and everythings happy again.

Well I'm going to bed.

Sorry for this shit.