i'll get through without. You.

Since you been gone
I can do what I like
but it doesn't mean a lot to me

(LL)

I'm genuinilly feeling better.

Over the last week I've spent a lot of time with my family,

with people that haven't got sympathy for me,

because they don't know anything.

And honestly?

I like that.

I don't want sympathy.

A lot of people act like they care what's going on,

but they actually just want you to shut up crying.

And fair do's to 'em. But in all honesty, I'd like them to just say that.

Cause the people who really have helped me through this,

are the people that have made me laugh at myself, the situation, and you.

All I really needed was someone to just make me smile and give me a hug every now and again.

And who better to do that than my family who just take the piss out of everyone and anyone? (':

Yano I'm so happy I don't see you everyday.

This Saturday was awful because I didn't know what to do.

After 11 months, you forget how to act.

It's like when your in a relationship, your not your own person.

Your constantly worrying what this other person may think of you.

So now, I'm trying to find myself.

I did become a lot meaner when I was with you.

I thought it'd impress you.

It just me into an utter prick.

And that's not your fault, it's mine. I'm not blaming you.

So now. I've got no-one to impress. I'm me. Whoever that is.

And even though I'm gonna have to face you at least once a week,

and camping is going to be the most ridiculously awkward thing,

I'm gonna be okay.

Cause I'm always okay. I'm not weak enough to let this ruin my year.

Lets try a happy paragraph Kira?
okay.
My hair's purple.

And I never thought I'd like it,

but it's grown on me,

and I quite like it atm :')
My sister's 18th on Friday was pretty shweeet tbh,

and My brothers 16th today has been quite nice (':

I haven't cried all weekend. I'm thinking this is a good thing :]

I lost 6lbs which is amazing. Thankyou lord. LMFAO.
Erms. I got an A in my Science Mock. Which is incredible for me.

I actually enjoy school atm :]
It's spring (L) Nearly Summer. Let's see how that works out.

You seem miles away,

and 'We' seem like just a memory.

One I love to remember,

but one I don't miss as much.
End of an era aye? :)

Thank you.

&
Good Afternoon

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