please dont give up on me.

They're finding me out, I'm having my doubts

I'm losing the best of me

Dressed up as myself

To live in the shadow

Of who I'm supposed to be (LL)

Is it just me,

that DESPISES people,

that act like one person around you

and then another around someone else?

It's like when they get what they want,

that's it, they're done with you.

And then even though your nice about something,

and you agree to do something you don't want to do,

you still get fucking evils and people backstabbing you?

I've gotta stop getting so wound up :/

please dont give up on me yet.

I dont even know why I'm really worried atm.

I'm really self-loathing aha.

All I keeping asking myself is,

"why the fuck does he like me?"
"i dont deserve him"
"im such a cunt"
"i wish i was like her"

Its aboslutly pathetic I know,

cause I know I shouldn't wish I was someone else?

But I don't feel good enough anymore.

Maybe I'm not.

please don't give up on me just yet.

I know right now, I sound like a fucking emo kid,

i feel like one. But I'm not, honestly.

I just don't deserve everyone I love.

I need to appriecate people more.

I'll start, I promise.

please don't give up on me just yet.

please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.please don't give up on me.

PEACE OUT, GIRL SCOUT (L)

We're not the same,

and I wish I could change,

But I can't. (L)

Nothing's gonna be the same, and I'm gonna miss it.

I'm gonna miss everything,

the laughs,

the memories,

the everything.

I can't believe it's come to this.

I don't know what happened.

No-one's gonna know what I'm talking about,

I dont know if i want anyone too.

I'm gonna miss you.
<3

Tbh, this week has flown by,

but not in a good way.

Three lessons I've been moved next to Gregory in. (i've taken to calling him by he's last name).

I don't even know why it bothers me so much.

Its not like I even completly despise him anymore,

he just makes me nervous and uncomfortable.

I feel like all I can do is smile and laugh along with he's unfunny jokes,

and reminising of how things used to be so great with us,

and now they're like this.

I don't know how he means 'us'.

Anyone else and I would have been fine.

He just makes me upset/angry.

And I can't even start to explain why.

I keep saying I hope things go back to normal soon.

But their never going to, are they?

Summer is never coming back,

and I really wish I could start believing that.

Everything was so perfect back then,

I can't believe I was naive enough to think it would last.

Its over.

No more 'comfortable' sleepovers with just us four,

most people will know who I'm talking about,

cause it's never gonna be the same is it?

ALL TIME LOW: 8 DAYSS :)

YOU ME AT SIX: 6 WEEKS :)

CAMPING: 3 MONTHS :)

So that's my 2009 calender hah.

what a bore?

WELL GOODBYEE (: (L)

optimism is the best medicine.

Last night I knew what to say

But you weren't there to hear it

These lines so well rehearsed

Tongue tied and overloaded

You’ll never notice (LL)

hahahahahah.

LOL at Mr Warren Cooper.

i hate you.

with a passion.

and you honestly,

got so pwned on FaceBook (':
so go shag your girlfriend,
who looks like the devil spawn,

and have fun when she's pregnant.

On a happy note,

I lost 2lb :O
no fucking way.

jeesus,

just another stone and a half to go.

LOL

tbh, i feel a lot better for it.

down to size 10

by April I'm hoping.

Well.

Lets see how that goes x]

AND we have the camping dates sorted,

Daisie's Birthday ftw (L)

And I'm optimistic atm,

really I am.

Despite early morning's and not seeing people as much as I want,

things are quite good atm.

So yeah,

Lets hope this lasts :)

One more thing Mr Blog,

i love George Gant.

Because he makes me smile like an idiot,

and he's absolutly incredible tbqh :)

PEACE OUT, GIRL SCOUT (L)

dig the knife far enough in my back, did you?

We say we have our best friends yet we stab them in the back.

We try to show some love and, it’s a skill that we lack.

Ive had it with this crowd and I am done with this town.

Ive had enough of these shows, its over with you now.

(LL)

And this is where I've finally stopped trusting people.

Right down to the very last person.

No-one's the same anymore.

No-one can keep a secret.

And people keep to many secrets.

That makes no sense.

But I get what I mean.

I don't get what's happening anymore.

Why everyone suddenly turned on each other?

We all used to be so close.

Like we'd look out for each other,

be there for each other constantly,

we'd all give up any spare minute we had,

to spend time with each other.

Now we purposley make excuses to not see each other,

No-one looks out for each other,

No-one cares why someone is upset.

It sounds so fucking cliché,

but when the hell did we stop caring about our best friends,

and only about ourselves?

I'm constantly tired.

I'm constantly pessimistic.

I'm constantly anxious.

I'm constantly lonely.

I constantly want someone to come and hug me for ages,

and just tell me everything's gonna be okay.

I constantly want you.

Plus, when I do get too sleep,

I have the same dream.

Involving the same two people.

It's scarying me.

Cause, I'm the type of loser that believes dreams mean something.

And this is one that I can't figure out why I'm having it.

Cause the stuff in the dream,

I wouldn't ever want to come true.

But physcologically, I wouldn't be dreaming about it,

If i didn't want it too happen, or it had a meaning behind it.

You won't get what the fuck I'm talking about,

Unless you knew what this was about.

But I can't say it.

Cause if I do, people might believe I want it too happen.

So that's it.

I'm done with trusting anyone.

I'm done with friends..

I'm done with the arrogance of people.

I'm done with wanting to be something I'm not.

I'm done with doctor + hospital visits.

I'm done with crying every night.

I'm done with my appearance.

I'm done with caring about everyone.

I'm done with trying to help all the time.

I'm done with being loved for all the wrong reasons.

I'm done with this.

I'm Kira Reynolds.

And I'm not who you think I am.

i contradict myself alot.

Cause all of the stars,

Have faded away,

Just try not to worry,

You'll see them someday.

So take what you need,

And be on your way,

Stop crying your heart out (LL)

Mmnn, Weekends cheer me up so much (L)

I haven't laughed that much in a while tbh,

and I was the happiest I've been in ages.

Just the people I was with was perfect,

well apart from a couple of...erm...hoe's at the beginning,

but apart from those stuck up girls,

It was pretty great (:

drew,george,lauren,dan(L) - exactly who i wanted to be with :)

I'm just a bit down that it's over,

and its another SEVEN DAYS,

till I get to see George or Dan again :/

downer (nn)

But yeah, I really dislike people that think their above other people.

I mean we were nice to those two at the start.

But I really do not know who they thought they were tbh?

They wernt special, they wernt incredibly gorgeous, they wernt anything above average,

So who are they to laugh at someone else's expense?

They both needed a good slap in my opinion.

LOL (':

Atm, I REAALY badly want new hair.

Like a different colour,

really drastic.

But it wouldnt match my extensions (nn)

So I'm not sure tbh.

It's either,

have a new colour hair but have it short,

or stick with it now, and have it long.

I need opinions.

Oooer,

I reeally want my lip pierced,

the fake ones reallly hurt tbh :

But yeah, it quite suits me I think?

But who knows.

My mum won't let me get it done till I'm like 16 ):

3 years.

Well 2 and a half (':

It's weird to think some of my best friends will be 16 next year?

and I'll only be 15. hah.

Fuck being born in July (nn)

I'm in love with Oasis atm,

they're voices are just amazing,

and the lyrics?

Noel Gallagher's a genuis I tell thee (':

True perfection has to be imperfect

I know that that sounds foolish but it's true

The day has come

And now you'll have to accept

The life inside your head we give to you (L)

PEACE OUT, GIRL SCOUT (L)

I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.

I miss you.

I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss you.
get the picturee?

I don't feel as bad as I have been.

Maybe cause It's the weekend.

I just want to see new people.

Well not new,

People I dont see as regularly as I'd like to.

I mean I'm even excited about seeing someone I don't even like that much.

But then I'm buzzing about seeing George cause I love him so much (L)

And yes, Dan too, if he's coming, just cause he makes me laugh (':

I really feel like a change of scenery.

A break from life really.

I want to go to the beach,

lay under the stars,

go to a busy city,

whatever.

As long as it's NOT Debden or Loughton.

And with people that I love being with really.

Which atm really would be idealy,

Drew, George, Lauren, Dan.

that sounds bad,

cause ofc i love the other guys,

but I really feel like hanging out with them four?

They better be happy if they read this xD

I need A MASSIVE hug tomorrow.
So be prepared (:

I'm gonna hang on forever.

And never wanna let go.

Cause I don't wanna let go of certain things in life,

but it seems like everythings drifting away.

I can't have anyone else leave me.

It hurts too much :/

On too a happier note,

SOMEONE HELP ME PICK MY OPTIONS.

I have no idea what I wanna do with my life.

I wanna just stay young

and never grow up.

That's my problem D:

But yeah,

So I'm quite excited about tomorrow,

and I promise,

I will not get annoyed at anyone,

I will not get angry or upset.

I will be happy :)

So for the first time in ages,

I'm optimisitc.

I bet I jinxed myself x]

PEACE OUT, GIRL SCOUT :)

i'll be okay, is that what you want me to say?

And I'll borrow words from all my favourite paragraphs
To write a ballad while we say the things

We hope would mean the most to me

And each line is sent

I have found a new pages of hope for the days

when I fell like I've lost everything <3

Here we go again,

Same old, same old.

Despite what i've been saying,

I haven't changed at all,

I figured it out.

Im resorting back to what I always do when I'm scared or worried.

I lock myself away,

I pretend I'm Ill and stay off school,

I lie to my friends just to get a few minutes on my own.

I stop eating properly,

and try and change myself.

I mean it's not that I think I'm really fat or really ugly,

Its that I just come to the conclusion,

that changing the outside,

will change the inside.

Hense, the want to have my hair extensions in 24/7,

to have a fake lip ring,

to have false nails (miss chav)

to have massive loads of eyeliner on,

and black clothes to make me look slimmer.

I don't wanna do all this.

Half the time, I want all my eye make up taken off,

I want my short hair just tied up,

I want to slip into PJ's

and feel comfatable.

But i never bloody do.

I feel like I look like a tramp so I go do all my hair

and make-up just to go to bed.

I just hate facing the world atm.

I hate going out.

I hate going to school.

I hate getting up in the mornings to find I look exactly the same as I did last night.

Which is mostly because I don't sleep anymore,

I get up at five to do my hair + make-up until 6:30,

go back to bed for 15 minutes,

get dressed and then I'm knackered and just want to die LOL

over-exaggeration.

but you get the jist of it.

Plus it's like fucking death-stare-off at school.

Everyone hates each other,

and no-one wants to even bother saying Hey too one another.

I mean I had my two best friends.

That I've metioned in other blogs,

but as it stands,

I've only retained one of them.

The other seemed to change and move away,

So I now have no girl I can talk to about stuff,

and I just need someone stuff too.

I mean Drew, he's amazing,

But he's a guy,

I need a girl,

but she's blocked me out.

It's not even as if I was the cause for all this.

I just want this winter over.

I need this feeling over.

I need to feel good about myself again.

I need a really long talk.

I need someone to listen.

I need you.

well. seeya.

my heart is out at sea and my head all over the place.

Tbh, I think I'm losing myself.
Literally.
I don't know who the fuck I am, or what to do.
I'm just being pulled in so many directions and none of them seem right.
Everywhere I turn, something/someones not right, everything's got a downfall,
and It's like that downfall's following me.


My personality is gone. I'm a sheep. I follow people. I do what others say. And I agree with everything.
I never wanted to be like that.
But i cant find myself anymore. It's like everything's just gone.
I knew I was changing. But everythings changed. And I don't know who I am, or what I want.


I can't find the words to tell people how I actually feel,
and I'm doing damage. Not just to me. But I'm hurting others.
I don't mean to turn my back on people, but I can't deal with your problems firing at me, as well as my own going off like a siren.
It's giving me major insomnia and massive headaches.


I'm failing school work, people are taking advantage, and I just don't want to do this anymore.
Everyone and everything is happening so fast and its either move fast or get left behind.
At the moment, I'm being left behind vastly.


I can't adapt to all this.
No-one tries to help cause no-one really knows.
I guess they couldn't help anyway, idk anymore.


Everything hurts and I'm confused about my entire life. I'm questioning everything.
And I want it too stop. Please.

Someone help me find myself?

peace out, gir....oh fuck it.

i cba.

everyone was kissing on fire, and we all got burnt.

In the dark, I watch everyone dissapear,

I'm beginning to let myself down.

And I'm pushing everyone that was in, out <3

Safer To Hate Her - You Me At Six (L)

So haaai,

I should be revising,

but in all honesty,

I cannot be bothered in the slightest.

Goes in one ear and out the other with me.

So here's too failing my science exam and getting moved down to middle set.

Well done Kira.

Ergh, im actually gonna get so fat.

Is it just me that's been eating LOAAADS recently?
Seriously, i have these stages,

where I wont eat for days on end,

and then i'll eat non-stop for about 3 days.

Its ridiculous.

Ergh i feel obese. LMAO.

Secrets.Secrets.Secrets.

I've actually given up on them.

I don't want to know anyones.

And I don't want anyone to know mine.

It's pointless. Anyone I tell anything too,

tells someone else.

And right now,

I have a hench one,

that no-one in the world could guess/know,

And i can't tell anyone.

1) Cause they wouldn't understand.
2)Cause they'd tell someone else.
3)Cause they'd think I was just craving attention (which i'm not)

So fuck you secret.

Why does this happen to me?

oh I'm still LOL'ing at those girls stalking us at sainsburys.

i was actually fearing for my life.

jeez.

the dirty looks i got when they said "so your georges girlfriend >_<" proper made me laugh.

i mean im not gonna think your a creeper for fancying my boyfriend, each to their own,

but stalking us round a supermarket,

and then saying to Drew "WE CAN SHARE YOU + GEORGE"
thats fucking creepy.

But yeah, I'm done for the evening,

Have another piece of me now.

I'm sharing to much on this website tbh.

(this is not about anyone, just to clear that up)

i'm just a bit of a physco you see.

Take this fucking gun,
And put it too my head,
Spend one more night in your arms?
I'd rather be fucking dead.


Cause all you are is a heartless liar,
A cunt that took my heart,
Those cliché words and pointless lines,
Were bullshit from the start.


You never wanted me,
It was all a fucking game,
I don't know how I ever thought,
We could ever be the same.


So slit my bloody wrists,
and tie that fucking knot,
Fingers on the trigger,
Take your final shot.

I'm fucked up.

PEACE OUT, GIRL SCOUT <3

Come one, Come All,

Your just in time,

To witness my first breakdown (8)

Okay so one of my new years resolutions was,

Stop being so Pessimistic.

I'd love to say I've achieved it.

But another resolution was
Don't lie as much.

So I can't say I've achieved the first one,

without failing the second one.

I honestly, have no idea what's gotten into me.

I mean, c'mon people that know me already,

I have my moments now and then,

But I'm normally quite cheerful?

Talkative?

I don't feel like me anymore.

I feel like I say and do things I don't mean.

Repeatadly.

I'll say something,

then sound like an idiot,

and wish I could take it back.

I've been wishing that a lot recently.

I dont know what I want anymore.

A distraction, I guess.

Something to keep me away from myself.

Cause I just end up getting upset if I think too much,

Hense this blog.

Everyone's changing,

becoming backstabbing,

bitchy and spiteful.

Your just not the people I used to love so much.

Some of you have changed for the worse

I don't know how much more I can take.

Moving on,

I hardly ever show anyone what I write,

But no-one reads these anyway,

So here's the latest from the warped mind of Kira:

I need to get away,

I need to clear my head,

Of all the lies they've spun to me,

In everything they said.

All I'm asking is for words,
Three to be precise,
Three small words that I want so bad,
That'll keep me safe for life.

Now all I owe you is the truth,

So I'll sing it loud and clear,

I'll run away, towards the sunset,

Anywhere but here.

But baby will you join me?

Take my hand and jump tonight,

There's nothing left to say

Nothing could ever make this right.

But nothing is forever,

And forever will have to do,

So just take my hands, and kiss my lips,

And I promise, I'll love you.

Its bad, I know.

I just felt like getting it out there yano?

PEACE OUT, GIRL SCOUT <3

I FEEL LIKE CHEERING UP :]

Tbqh,

Everyone says,

"We're all so depressing recently"
But its cause we're teenagers?

We get major mood swings,

and we get stupid pricks that'll put us down,

it's life.

I think Winter makes it worse,

Yeah it's been a tough couple weeks for a lot of us,

but tbh, things can only get better.

I just wanna see my friends right now.

I know I see a lot of them at school,

but it's not the same?
People just act different at school,

like they have to impress someone.

Outside school, everyones just, themself.

And their the people i love.

Not the people everyone at school loves.

Also,

George Gant

I actually felt like I needed to tell you this again,

tbh i love you so much.

That cunt that's name begins with J and ends in amie,

might actually fuck off now.

So thank you (:
Cause without you i probably would just throw a strop again

and end up with that cunts hands on me >_<
So thank you :)

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

This blog, wasn't long.

I wasn't interested enough to write a long one,

I'll write tomorrow?

Naight Naight <3

everything i do is just an aspect of my attitude.

I think I'm happier now.

I apoligise to certain people that think I'm overly emotional and 'mad'

LOL.

It made me laugh though.

Thanks Dan xD

Yeah, school wasn't as bad as I thought.

I didn't lie.

I didn't deny what I'd said.

And I certainly didn't befriend a certain nob.

And that may sound bad,

But I normally cave into people cause I feel bad,

So I'm pretty proud of myself that I didn't :)

I'm like up to my neck in Expressive Arts coursework,

but i'm enjoying it.

I just like writing? Like being someone else?

I think it distracts me from everything,

so i completely forget everything in my life,

Not that i don't love my life,

But i like thinking I can be someone else whenever i want,

and I just calm down a bit?

I should do it more :]

Ohmygod,

I think I'm gonna die tomorrow tbh.

P.E., French, Art?

all in a row.

I'm gonna slit my wrists by the end of it.

Jeeeeez.

Fridaaaaaaay<3
Sorry i'm well excited.

I'm gonna have someone to keep me warm xD

LMFAO.

Thats sounds wrong.

But seriously,

Georgeee is a human radiator. mmmn <3

And if Drew's the other side,

It'll be like a sauna.

Phwoar I'm well excited xD

aaaaaand btw,

YouMeAtSix's new album,

is fit.

20th March ftww (:

nom.

i want.

chicken nuggets.

from MaccyD's.

<3

Hrm, anyone fancy meeting some new people?

I absolutly love new people.

Like love being with people I know nothing about.

And then like listening to everything about them.

It well interests me.

OMFFFFG.

We've only got two years till we're out of school :

Thats ridiculous.

Its gone well fast.

But I'm proper excited.

Nom.

Physcology (L)

Well i'll fuck off now,

cause that's what your all thinking.

aha.

PEACE OUT GIRL SCOUT <3

I need to grow up a bit tbh.

I just act like a child so much.

And i hate it.

I get annoyed at stupid things,

and feel like crying all the bloody time.

emo.

i know.

this is depressing.

i've just been in such a shit mood recently.

i've been shouting at people,

and just get angry with people i love.

and i hate it.

and i just dislike life atm.

yeah alright this blogs just as depressing as the last,

idc.

dont read them.

i just get upset over stupid things.

and then i cry?

like i hardly ever used to cry.

but recently,

i've just feel shit.

i'm sorry.

i'll write happier tomorrow.

PEACE OUT GIRL SCOUT <3

For actual fucks sake.

The one person.

It could be ANYONE else in the world.

But you decide to bring HIM along.

Idec if people know i hate him.

Jamie Gregory.

Is A fucking douche.

And i hate him

with an extreme passion.

I can deal with a lot of people I dont like,

I do it all the time,

But i can't deal with hes stupid pervy grins,

and the way he looks like hes fucking gonna rape me any second.

I am NOT going to deal with the same thing that happened in september,

i am not EVER letting him touch my legs again or attempt to hold my hand,

i felt physically sick.

Especially, as i had a fucking boyfriend and he knew,

and he's still trying it on?!?!?!

He is the most VILE creature on the face of this fucking planet,

and I can't deal with him being in our group again.

I'm sorry, i'll split his lip. again. LOL.

He's just so disgusting,

and I'm ashamed that i ever went out with that thing.

i feel like crying LMAO.

why does no-one fcking understand it.

and i hate sheep that just follow people,

im just

annoyed and upset.

and i just feel like shit.

i wanna cry.

you fucking need to get a life.

okay im really sorry for that.

i needed to let it out.

i'll write another one to cover it up.

PEACE OUT GIRL SCOUT <3

The pointless words that outline my life.

Good afternoon (:

Well I'm on me larry this time,

so there will be no incidents of sexual acts being performed upon me :}
*cough* Drew Wyllie *cough*

But yeah,

I'm feeling more Optimistic than i did last time i wrote.

Exept I have a headache and don't feel too well xD

I'm quite looking foward to tonight though,

I have a party, for once in my life.

Daisie's cousins to be precise.

Its a surprise.

so.

SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :]

What else....

AH, I'm epically knackered,

Cause yet again,

George, decided it would be an amazing idea,

to call me at 2:30am.

And as much fun as it was,

I feel like collapsing into a pile of pillows,

and falling asleep :]

And ohmyfckinggod.

Anyone reading this,

go to YouTube now,

and listen to So Far Away by Mayday Parade.

It's actually like sex.

Its amazing.

But yeah,

right now,

i should be watching a film with me mam,

but i really cannot be arsed to move.

So i'll continue to blog about the most pointless shit.

Hrm, April,

we are supposed to be camping again,

Which i honestly can't wait for.

And then the last week of that half term,

I'm on holiday for me mam's fortieth,

So i'm quite looking foward to that.

Valentines day coming up?!

Kira seemed to have forgot.

It never occured to me that it was so soon.

And I'm thinking I may have to find some moneys.

Actually tbh,

I'm getting bored.

So i'm off.

Byeee,

this blog was shit,

and i cant be bothered to do anything else.

PEACE OUT, GIRL SCOUT <3

Warm Gummy Bears & Pessimistic Thoughts.

Haaay again :)

Okay, so right now,

I'm with Mr Drew James Wyllie,

And he seems to be pelvic thrusting,

and looks like he has down syndrome.

He also just had the sudden urge to pour a packet of chocolate buttons,

all over me.

Thanks.

So yeah,

this blog will be from both of us (:

There's still ten tonne of snow everywhere,

and its fucking freezing.

I absolutly despise snow.

Its wet, cold, and disgusting.

It's only purpose is to get us out of that silly prison,

we call School.

Moving on.

Neither of us are in the best mood.

Pessimistic is the word.

And tbh, we would both rather enjoy a nap. :)

We've got a feeling we're being plotted against.

The kind where people make secret alliances,

Talk about you behind your back,

Plot to make you feel like shit?

Yeah that kind of feeling.

2010 isn't going as planned.

I guess people could get annoyed at us being so close,

But those people need to get a life.

Why can't a guy and girl be best friends?

If it was a girl and a girl, no-one would have this problem.

People need to get over there silly pathetic thoughts,

and learn to grow up a bit.

I do apologise that this blog is so negative.

but tbh, the people surrounding us aren't the most optimistic.

We both wanna just get out,

meet new people,

obviously our friends now are our life,

and their always gonna be our main priorities,

But we wanna make the most of this year,

just go new places, see new things,

feel new things.

Oh and thought of the day: Fuck you, hair.

Over the past few days, I've given up on it.

Well, we have.

We both look rather pikeyish.

Fringes everywhere,

Layers sticking up at every angle.

We're not the most attractive people atm.

I just thought I might add this,

Can everyone just get over themselves?

'People' need to stop being so arrogant,

ignorant, and vein.

I mean yeah, Drew has he's vanity moments,

but for these people, the moments, are becoming more consitant,

and constant.

So if you wouldn't mind taking your heads out of your arse,

and stop boasting about how "oh-so-amazing your hair/clothes are"

it would be much appreciated :]

Well now, we're gonna go to sleep,

because we're both rather knackered.

We'd like to say, "LOVE YOU ALL"

but atm, we really don't love many people.

xD

thank you if you bothered reading.

Peace Out, Girl Scout <3.

Well, this should be interesting.


So hey there.
Shall we get started? :]

Okay, i'm Kira.

Blantently.

I'm majorly bipolar.

And I like Pastaaaa (LL)

I have the most lesbian middle name ever.

Apologies to anyone called Nadine.

Stereotype all you want,

at the end of the day,

I'm the one laughing at your childish comments (:

I absolutly despissseeeeeeee lady gaga.

Mostly because, she's arrogant.

And I hate arrogant peoplee.

I have thee most amaaazing boyfriend ever (:
Georgeee Ganttt,

he's superduper cool ;D <3

Hrm, and i should probably metion my best friends?
Daisie May Tuson (LL)

Drew James Wyllie <3

thesee two people. are. amazing. (:

Onto, the main subject,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2010 aye?

gone quick I thinks.

2009, waaas a pretty amazing year if you ask me.

It started off shit.

But April time i'd say,

It really did start to get amazing.

I already had myself the most incredible best friends,

who i just got closer and closer too.

And on top of that,

I landed myself like an absolutly perfect boyfriend ;]

(jeez, im well happy, if you cant tell)

So yeah, it was all pretty shweeet (:

And then summer. Best summer of me life. <3
Camping, london, Roding field,

sleeping under stars?!
phwoar, heaven.

And then about a week ago,

I had the most fun night of my life.

New years Eve.

Alcohol, dancing, singing, spin the bottle?

=

The most obsene thing I've ever done,

but at the same time,

the most fun I've ever had.

Plus i spent it with the six most incredible people,

George Gant, Daisie Tuson, Drew Wyllie, Dan Lockstone, Alex Riordan + Bridie Cann.

This year went out with a massive bang,

(and that wasn't just the noise when Drew hit the floor)

All thanks to you guys (:

Lets make 2010 even better aye?

And if not,

We had a good run ;]

Peace out, Girl Scout <3