Come one, Come All,

Your just in time,

To witness my first breakdown (8)

Okay so one of my new years resolutions was,

Stop being so Pessimistic.

I'd love to say I've achieved it.

But another resolution was
Don't lie as much.

So I can't say I've achieved the first one,

without failing the second one.

I honestly, have no idea what's gotten into me.

I mean, c'mon people that know me already,

I have my moments now and then,

But I'm normally quite cheerful?

Talkative?

I don't feel like me anymore.

I feel like I say and do things I don't mean.

Repeatadly.

I'll say something,

then sound like an idiot,

and wish I could take it back.

I've been wishing that a lot recently.

I dont know what I want anymore.

A distraction, I guess.

Something to keep me away from myself.

Cause I just end up getting upset if I think too much,

Hense this blog.

Everyone's changing,

becoming backstabbing,

bitchy and spiteful.

Your just not the people I used to love so much.

Some of you have changed for the worse

I don't know how much more I can take.

Moving on,

I hardly ever show anyone what I write,

But no-one reads these anyway,

So here's the latest from the warped mind of Kira:

I need to get away,

I need to clear my head,

Of all the lies they've spun to me,

In everything they said.

All I'm asking is for words,
Three to be precise,
Three small words that I want so bad,
That'll keep me safe for life.

Now all I owe you is the truth,

So I'll sing it loud and clear,

I'll run away, towards the sunset,

Anywhere but here.

But baby will you join me?

Take my hand and jump tonight,

There's nothing left to say

Nothing could ever make this right.

But nothing is forever,

And forever will have to do,

So just take my hands, and kiss my lips,

And I promise, I'll love you.

Its bad, I know.

I just felt like getting it out there yano?

PEACE OUT, GIRL SCOUT <3