please dont give up on me.

They're finding me out, I'm having my doubts

I'm losing the best of me

Dressed up as myself

To live in the shadow

Of who I'm supposed to be (LL)

Is it just me,

that DESPISES people,

that act like one person around you

and then another around someone else?

It's like when they get what they want,

that's it, they're done with you.

And then even though your nice about something,

and you agree to do something you don't want to do,

you still get fucking evils and people backstabbing you?

I've gotta stop getting so wound up :/

please dont give up on me yet.

I dont even know why I'm really worried atm.

I'm really self-loathing aha.

All I keeping asking myself is,

"why the fuck does he like me?"
"i dont deserve him"
"im such a cunt"
"i wish i was like her"

Its aboslutly pathetic I know,

cause I know I shouldn't wish I was someone else?

But I don't feel good enough anymore.

Maybe I'm not.

please don't give up on me just yet.

I know right now, I sound like a fucking emo kid,

i feel like one. But I'm not, honestly.

I just don't deserve everyone I love.

I need to appriecate people more.

I'll start, I promise.

please don't give up on me just yet.

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PEACE OUT, GIRL SCOUT (L)