my heart is out at sea and my head all over the place.

Tbh, I think I'm losing myself.
Literally.
I don't know who the fuck I am, or what to do.
I'm just being pulled in so many directions and none of them seem right.
Everywhere I turn, something/someones not right, everything's got a downfall,
and It's like that downfall's following me.


My personality is gone. I'm a sheep. I follow people. I do what others say. And I agree with everything.
I never wanted to be like that.
But i cant find myself anymore. It's like everything's just gone.
I knew I was changing. But everythings changed. And I don't know who I am, or what I want.


I can't find the words to tell people how I actually feel,
and I'm doing damage. Not just to me. But I'm hurting others.
I don't mean to turn my back on people, but I can't deal with your problems firing at me, as well as my own going off like a siren.
It's giving me major insomnia and massive headaches.


I'm failing school work, people are taking advantage, and I just don't want to do this anymore.
Everyone and everything is happening so fast and its either move fast or get left behind.
At the moment, I'm being left behind vastly.


I can't adapt to all this.
No-one tries to help cause no-one really knows.
I guess they couldn't help anyway, idk anymore.


Everything hurts and I'm confused about my entire life. I'm questioning everything.
And I want it too stop. Please.

Someone help me find myself?

peace out, gir....oh fuck it.

i cba.