We're not the same,

and I wish I could change,

But I can't. (L)

Nothing's gonna be the same, and I'm gonna miss it.

I'm gonna miss everything,

the laughs,

the memories,

the everything.

I can't believe it's come to this.

I don't know what happened.

No-one's gonna know what I'm talking about,

I dont know if i want anyone too.

I'm gonna miss you.
<3

Tbh, this week has flown by,

but not in a good way.

Three lessons I've been moved next to Gregory in. (i've taken to calling him by he's last name).

I don't even know why it bothers me so much.

Its not like I even completly despise him anymore,

he just makes me nervous and uncomfortable.

I feel like all I can do is smile and laugh along with he's unfunny jokes,

and reminising of how things used to be so great with us,

and now they're like this.

I don't know how he means 'us'.

Anyone else and I would have been fine.

He just makes me upset/angry.

And I can't even start to explain why.

I keep saying I hope things go back to normal soon.

But their never going to, are they?

Summer is never coming back,

and I really wish I could start believing that.

Everything was so perfect back then,

I can't believe I was naive enough to think it would last.

Its over.

No more 'comfortable' sleepovers with just us four,

most people will know who I'm talking about,

cause it's never gonna be the same is it?

ALL TIME LOW: 8 DAYSS :)

YOU ME AT SIX: 6 WEEKS :)

CAMPING: 3 MONTHS :)

So that's my 2009 calender hah.

what a bore?

WELL GOODBYEE (: (L)