you are nothing to me.

Arrogant boy, love yourself so no-one has too.

Arrogant boy, cause a scene like your supposed too.

Your lucky if your memory remains.

Oh school.
Why are you the most shittest place on the planet?
I really. really. really. didn't want to go in this morning,
but I had so much Ex-Arts to finish.
even if I was on my deathbed I'd have to go in.


But I feel the tiniest bit better.
Cause you wanna know what I've realised?
You aren't worth any of this.
You aren't worth half the fucking things I feel for you.
You are selfish. You are arrogant.
And I reckon this would have hurt a lot more last summer,
cause you were a nicer person.
Now your just a sell out.
A part of the crowd.
You fit in.
Your not anything special anymore.
I loved you because I'd never met anyone like you.
And now I've met so many people exactly the same.
So in order to love you, I'd have to love all those wannabe's.
And I don't.
I think the whole thing is pretty damn pathetic.


I'm not here for a slagging off session.
I'm trying to prove something to myself.
That I know I've never needed? Wanted? Anyone as much as you.
But tbqh, I'll get over you. You don't control everything I do anymore.
So this is it. I'm cutting myself loose from you. I'm not your fucking puppet anymore.


Oh and I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't know what I'm hoping for.
I don't know why I can't get you the fuck out of my head.
This part isn't about who you think it is.
You just make me smile.
End.


Oh and yeah, you slag,
the world does NOT fucking revolve around you.
You are not the only one with 'problems'.
No offence love, do you see me dumping my problems on you? No.
Do you see me screaming how shit my life is? No.
Do you see me telling everyone that I can't take this anymore? No.
YOU. ARE. SO. EPICALLY. SELF. OBBSESSED.
You physically NEED to get your head out your arse.
Stop attention seeking. Stop fishing for compliments.
If you've got nothing nice to say. Don't say anything at all.

Thank you,

&

Goodnight

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