when we're this young we have nothing to lose

All of these guards they stand so tall and defensice

Putting up walls around what was once innocent

It wont let me in but I'm stronger than that

Cause you stole my eyes and I'll never look back

(LL)

Can everyone stop being so secretive?!
I'm fed up of you all keeping stuff from me.
You think you're helping by lying to me about everything?
Your making it worse.
Your all liars. And I'm sick of it.
I'm sick of you all saying "We do it too protect you."
I don't need to be protected.
I'm not an emotional wreck, I'm not a baby, I can deal with it.
So can you all please, just this once,
tell me the truth, trust me, I'm not some little kid that cries at everything.
You should all know me better than that.


I get the fact that my world completely turned upside down in the last two weeks.
But everyone changing is making it worse.
When did everyone become so fucking heartless?
When did everyone became so fucking arrogant?
When did you all turn into the rest of the world?
We were always the nicer group of people.
Out of everyone, you could always rely on us for help.
We were nice to everyone, stuck up for anyone that needed it.
And now look at what we've all become.
We've become just like them.
Picking on people smaller and just different from us.
Do none of you remember when we were those people?
We hated it. So why are we turning into the people that made us feel worthless?
I miss you guys. I miss our group. None of us are the same.
Karma's gonna come back and bite us in the arse if we carry on like this.


I can't wait for this holiday,
let's get back to normal please.
Before any of this began.
Before you and me.
Before anyone gave a shit what we looked like.
Before any of us became moody arseholes.


Sorry if your offended.

Thank you,

&
Goodnight
(LL)