heaven can wait.

Here's a song for the nights I think too much,

Here's a song when I imagine us together,

Here's a song for when we talk too much,

And I forget my words

(LL)

Don't get me wrong on this blog,

I had an amazing weekend,

well Friday + Saturday,

but this Sunday, I have nothing to do,

and it's just a bit shit.

So I'll go see my dad,

and hope he cheers me up :)

I guess a LOT of things just feel wrong,

like nothing is wrong with them,

just I feel like I can't do anything right.

Like I'm the reason things arent turning out right.

Tbh, I'm not the nicest person ever atm.

I get annoyed over the absolute stupidist things.

I mean, I get annoyed over FB status? Pictures? Silly comments?

Everything.

Bleugh, I'd like a confidence boost pls?

Cause I don't feel good enough.

So I react in the whole jealous way and piss people off,

because I'm scared they can do better than me.

So in my attempt to be good enough,

I'm extreme dieting,

cause im too fat. end fucking of.

bleugh everything about me is awful :/

I give up.

Well,

thank you

&

goodnight

(L)