Goodbye's are meant for lonely people standing in the rain,

And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same

(L)

Oh god how I wish I was naturally pretty.
LMFAO.
I just look like such a mess atm.
I got out the bath and was a bit like "ohmygod."
I look like I've got a fucking rash on my face where it's so blotchy.
My eyes are like so small its unbelievable and I've got the most awful nose ever.
As you can tell, not the greatest mood ever.
Ergh I just despise myself atm.
Like personality aswell. I'm just a bit of a dick tbh.
I really am.
My own self-conciousness causes me to just constantly abuse other people,
cause it's better than abusing myself.
Fml.
I'm sorry to people. I am a complete dickhead. And I should be shot. In the Face. Repeatedly.


Oh god and slim.
I would kill to have skinny legs.
And no stomach.
And a smaller arse.
I make myself out to be obese LMFAO.
No, I know I'm not absolutly hench.
But I really really really wish I was naturally skinny.
Diets just make me overly depressed.
Excerise actually kills my legs + arms + back + stomach.
This is how fucking unfit I am.
My food for today has been:
Cereal, Two Apples and A Chocolate Biscuit.
I'M SO HUNGRY ):
This better be worth it.


Well yeah,
Shit mood.
Shit day.
Shit week.
Shit weather.
Shit diet.
Shit insomnia.
Shit parents.
Shit options.
Shit school.
Shit pessimism.


Bye.