dont bother giving me your heart, i'll rip it out.

You regret every single word,
You take back every line,
Your only wish in your broken world,

Was for him to call you ‘mine’.

(LL)

I don't know why I care so much about this?

It really shouldn't bother me what the fuck you do,

But it does. And I can't figure out why.

For once, someone just listen to my advice.

I'm positive on this one.

So here goes,

I'm a bit fucked up today.

I just feel angry at everything,

and upset about nothing at all.

Plus I feel so ill,

like dizzy, drowsy and just damn right sick.

I've just been down right moody and 'orrible,

and I apologise.

But, Valentines Day, was absolutly amazing.

Im not gonna boast cause that'll get me a hate club from single girls,

but it was incredible,

and I had the most amazing time,

and I love George cause I couldn't think of anyone else I'd rather be with (':
(LLLL)

Right now I'm just a bit fucked up.

I'm very inbetween on desicisions.

I'm really starting to dread getting ready in the mornings,

cause I hate spending time getting ready,

I wanna be one of them people thats naturally really pretty,

and slim pls.

I feel like a bit of an elephant atm.

Faaaaaaattty.

I'm just really vunerable right now,

I've never wanted to do this before,

But I really want to cry with someone now.

For someone not to care that my mascara's running,

and to just give me this massive hug and have a long talk.

I want someone to just make me laugh when I'm upset,

to tell me everythings gonna be okay,

cause it will be.

I just can't see it right now.

Plus, I know this sounds selfish and arrogant,

but I want a long text from someone.

That'll take me a million hours to read,

but that'll just make me smile endlessly,

and go "AWH (L)"
cause i could do with that :/

(L)

this has been long,

so I'll shut the fuck up.

THANKS FOR READING ME (: