take me away.

You are the reason I am the best I'll be

So let me stitch your heart so it won't bleed

And I won't rest until you finally breathe

'Cause I still love you more than anything

(LL)

I want to do something really spontaneous.

I want to go out of the country actually LOL.

I've never been really interested in travelling,

Geography always bored me,

Other countries didn't seem that different to here.

But they are.

And I was kidding myself.

I get so jealous when other people go to all these amazing places,

Florida, Thailand, New York, Spain, Mexico, Cuba, Italy, Ibiza.

I want to go somewhere.

It sucks not having enough money :/

Sorry about complaining,

I'm in a jealous mood,

I want what everyone else has atm.

I'm in a bit of self-pity.

I just want some money, to do things that everyone else does,

I dont want to feel like a charity everytime someone buys me something,

cause I kick up a fuss and look like a dick.

I want decent clothes, decent shoes, decent hair,

decent make-up, decent everything.

Not so i'm spoilt.

Just so I dont look like a fucking pikey,

and never have any money for anything.

I've been listening to so much music recently aswell,

I'm in a bit of a dream world,

I'm just drifting through life, not doing or saying much,

I'll stare into space for ages,

I'll only eat when someone makes me something

cause I cant be arsed to make it myself.

I'll lay in bed until about 3am just thinking about 'what if's'

and then wake up and start again.

I feel a bit empty.

Like somethings missing.

I can't wait for camping, honestly,

It's the one thing I'm looking foward to now,

I just want to feel independent again,

I want to feel free?

I want to be able to not care what I look like,

I want to be able to laugh and cry with my best friends,

and not to worry about people staring at us.

I want to fall asleep in someones arms and just feel happy when I wake up.

I want to see Daisies face when she wakes up on her birthday,

and finds everyone crowding round her.

I want 1st May now pls.

Well thanks Blogger,

I'll see you later :)