the words that would mend, remain unspoken.

Tap on my window, knock on my door,

I want to make you feel beautiful,

I know I tend to get so insecure,

It doesn't matter anymore.

(L)

I'm so apathetic recently.

I don't feel anything.

I'm not happy.

I'm not sad.

I'm not angry.

I'm not excited.

I'm just.

Uncomfortable.

I feel like, in the end,

everything adds up too nothing.

No matter how hard you try,

how much you want something,

it doesn't make a difference to if you get it or not.

I also feel quite needy atm.

Like I dont want to feel like it.

I just feel a bit unloved,

I mean, god knows I'm not,

but I just need someone with me a lot of the time.

Like I absolutly hate being on my own,

I just think to much.

Everythings taking it's toll,

little cracks are starting to get bigger,

and problems are cropping up everywhere,

and I dont have the strength to make things better anymore.

I'm sorry.

I'm Kira Reynolds.

And I'm completely lost.