I haven't been on here in a while.


So how you feeling today Kira?
Mmmnn, Bipolar would be an understatement.


I was absolutly in love with my life from about 7:00am-11:30am.
And then from about 12:00pm onwards, I felt completely disorganised, disfuctional, and just, i guess completely empty.
It's a weird feeling tbqh.
I just couldn't move to do anything,
I couldn't speak,
all i could do was drown it out with YouMeAtSix & Mayday Parade.
I felt like breaking down and crying on someone and screaming what really is bothering me right now. Hah. As if i'd ever have the guts to tell anyone.


Anyway,
6th February.
I saw THE most incredible,
THE most fittest,
THE most note-perfect band i've ever seen live.
All Time Low, were fucking amazing,
and despite ruining my hair extensions,
being pressed up against a million sweaty people,
having my arse pinched by some rank ginger kid,
it was absolutly incredible.
And Mr Alex Gaskarth has the most gorgeous smile i've ever seen (L)


so now, I'm in the clear for red hair,
cause although my extensions arent completely dead,
they look really thin and tacky.
FAILFAILFAILFAILFAILFAIL.


All i'm praying for now, is for Half Term to hurry up and come,
my mum not to find out I ruined about £50 worth of hair,
my real hair to get its arse in gear and grow a little,
and for this weekend to be absolutly incredible, cause I really could do with a good smile :]